I miss you so so much - I wish you were here and could see what I've been doing tonight. It's just all bad without you and feels like such a big mess. I feel like you would be giving such good advice right now and also pressuring me to do music practice which I need! I played the piano the other day and thought of you. How is it wherever you are? I wish I could see you one more time and wish I could go back in time - I would have gone to dinner down the Hill with you and stuck myself to you