Caitlyn, the past few days has been hard. Theres a strain on my heart and my mind, all I can think about is you. Theres a lot of regrets ive had ever since your death, a lot of hopelessness, a lot of feelings that overwhelm me constantly. Your story resonated to me, for the past 6 years ive known you, ive always felt there was a similarity between you and I. When I learnt how you felt and how your mind was suffering a few years ago, I understood your pain. But that morning when I learnt you had gone, I could not come to accept your passing. Ive been avoiding anything and everything but I think I should face the fact that you are now flying high. We shouldn't be weighing you down with our thoughts and wishes. Your decision was your own, it was something you thought of for a long time and you decided it was best for you. I will come to terms with your decision and pray that it has brought you to peace